Because the frozen manager didn’t show up last night, I have to go in tonight to do her work that didn’t get done, provided she doesn’t show up again. If she does, I can leave. But either way it completely ruins my day off and I’m seriously fucking pissed off and sad about it.
My life is too shitty to spend more of my time on a job I hate. Work is all I have, all I am. And I’m sick of it.
I need a reason to keep living, and there’s just nothing at all there. I don’t even have a life. I’ve never even exaggerated about how shit everything is going for me, if anything I’ve understated it. I have and am nothing.
> person comes up to me while I’m leaving work asking if there’s a pawn shop nearby cuz they need gas money to get to their brother’s
> tell them no, since there arent
> asks me if I could spare some cash then
> hand them a $10
> thanks me and asks me if i smoke weed
> think to myself that they’re about to hook me up so I tell them yeah
> tells me to give them my number or tell them where i live and they’ll hook me up later
> nah im not that dumb not giving that shit to a stranger
> asks me if I smoke crystal cuz they can hook me up with that too
> “oh damn probably shouldnt have given them money”
> tell them nah they can just have it
> thanks me and walks off
Anonymous said: I'm pretty good how are you?
same as i always am
tho a bit happier knowing some1 has a crush on me :)